Germans love their football. Last night Germany defeated Australia 4 to 0 in their first South African world cup match and this resulted in a huge celebration on the streets of Koln.
The river Rhine runs through the center of the city and they also have a magnificent church called the dome at the center that draws 6 million tourists a year. I am not a big fan of visiting churches on tour but this is one magnificent building. Koln is a pleasant city and most everything seems to be accessable in the central area. I like it here.
Every time I come to a new place I notice that there is a period of adjustment required where I feel increasingly vulnerable and sensitive. It seems to go after letting go and going with the flow. Iris has a more difficult agenda. She is visiting medical centers for possibile employment once she returns from her placement in Nepal. How she does this I do not know. I find it difficult coming from Nepal and learning to be back in a western country but I have been out of the west for ninetieen months which is about one year longer than Iris.
Many things are very pleasant about the west. Much more so than Nepal. Germany has the nicest toilets in the world and it is a world away from toilet facilities in Nepal. There are traffic lights and controls here. Nepal has crazy traffic and no rules. Goats, cows, people, bicycles, rikshaws, cars, trucks, buses all compete for road space. It is quite an example of anarchy and how some kind of feudal order can arise out of that. Hygeine and cleanliness are a welcome improvementas well in Germany. I also have access to great art supplies here. It is am expensive place to be. Nepal is an incredibly inexpensive place to live.

wow… I keep saying WOW! as i read your journey Gordi- and you could stay there –why? What would you do… re language barrier etc???? Just curious! I am so relieved to read you are feeling somewhat better- Quite the Journey you are on huh! Imagine meeting Iris and travelling to Germany with her? When is her work complete in Nepal? Would the language be difficult for you to master in Germany? Would she like to come to Canada? I am full of questions!!!!
Love… all I can send is love and encouragement for both of you-
When do you return for her to complete her Nepal work or is she done now?
love, misty
| June 14, 2010 @ 2:23 pm
It has been quite an adventure with lots more to come. I feel that i have learned to let go and flow though things. Iris has beena helpo. I am not sure many others could handl what she has had to go through being close to me.
| June 20, 2010 @ 11:42 am
Yes it has been quite an adventure of opening and letting go. i am learning a lot about myself
| June 20, 2010 @ 12:30 pm
Wow Gord, I can definitely imagine what you are going through. Hope all is well.
| June 14, 2010 @ 7:34 pm
Rexter You also went through the same experience How did you make out coming back to the west
| June 20, 2010 @ 11:06 am
My gosh Gordi it is as if you crashed open over the last 2 years and all the blocks, that we all have within us, like iron gates, swung open! Creakingly and then swoosh! Iris is obviously also a clear part of this Destiny! Your writing is more intense, profound, vulnerable and revealing! It is like reading this amazing mystery, and yet knowing that there is no end to this- just many many chapters. The Book you will write will be GREAT! It is privllege to read this intimate and intense journey! Thank you.
Yes, you have always been great with children which is why Alissa misses you and doing Art with you!
Yet, you are now far more open!
I love you dear friend, misty
| July 15, 2010 @ 8:28 am
Canada Day Celebration and the Chickadee Art are so profound to me- one is a blaze and the other as delicate as a wisp- amazing juxtaposition of Art by the same Artist! I see you writing a Book and also a Book on the Nepal Art will be publishes Gordi- it is definitely there in the Universe when you are ready!
I note the comment above about what one goes through returning to the West– yes, it is another upside down inside out umbrella experience! I definitely went through that and I also cried..even though my two years were in an Inner City in America it was absolutely unlike my life in Rural Nova Scotia where it was so quiet and green, one felt very safe- in the heart of the Ghetto one feels VIGILANT unknowing, unknown- vastly open where others felt slammed shut and in fear- Vilonce reigned all about. So when I returned- it was rather shocking- I was vigilant in space that did not require that- everything was SO GREEN! No more looming ghettos, guns, harsh words- yet I went back and did another term- we are called out I guess unbeknownst to us! It changes us forever-
love, misty
| July 15, 2010 @ 8:39 am
P>S. Iris is very pysically beautiful to match her amazingly beautiful heart and soul! love, misty
| July 15, 2010 @ 8:44 am